Friday, May 11, 2018

just love me baby, love me for who i am

It's so strange when you haven't posted in 4 years and you come back and read what you wrote 4 years ago. It's especially strange for me given how much has changed in that window.

A suicide, a dissolve of a relationship with a very close friend, a diagnosis and cure for anxiety issues that have plagued you fora decade, a life threatening illness, the loss of two of the most important musical influences in my life and then, finally, after all of it, a clear vision of who I am and where I want to go from here.  That's a summary of the last 4 years in about 3 lines.

What I've learned from all of this is: In this fucked up world, the most important thing right now and always, is love.  Love the people who matter.  Love the ones who don't.  Love the weird people and the people who are like you and the ones who are completely different from you.  Most importantly, love yourself.  It's the only way to truly be free and life is too short for hate.

I haven't released a song in a very long time.  That's intentional. Will I do it soon? Maybe.

It really depends on the weather.